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if you are wasting your life say hi
if you are alone tonite say hi
if you wish he should die say hi
hi, hi
if you have a hole in head say hi
if you have a stitch in your wrist say hi
if when you look at the sky it is black and shredded
a sliver of bone could get caught in your throat, well silence is golden
a shard of bone sticking out of your arm, well blood is beautiful
if your curtain is closed and you are still standing behind it
if there is a rag in your mouth
broken glass will shine for with the moon
if your body is quit and you forgo residing in it
rat feces lacing your tongue
broken hearts will shine for with the moon
if you have eaten it all say hi
if your bra is on fire say hi
if your bed is a living hell say
hi, hi
if you don't know what to say say hi
if you have poked out your eyes say hi
if when you open your arms Ferdinand gores you in the chest
have you seen your face as of late, the hippopotamus is beloved
half a crocodile hanging out of its mouth, with the village rejoicing
if your curtain has closed and you are still standing behind it
if there is a bomb in your mouth
broken glass will shine for with the moon
if your body is wrong and you regret residing in it
Jack razor blade at your throat
broken hearts will shine for with the moon
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Joey's Song
03:36
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Joey Joey
you have never let anyone down
i am sorry that
this is happening to you
oh what is the point
of this collapse
you are not crying
i know you are only sweating too
Joey's song in everything
bitterness and jealousy
as long as you know i am waiting
fever crams the skin of joey's song
LA LA LA LA
as long you know i am waiting
passing out in the joy
of Joey's song
slayer moon
grief is not new, love even less so
i am sorry that this is happening to you
oh what is the point
embrace the boy
you are my brother
snow will cover your path too
Mary Mary
listen listen listen listen listen
i am sorry that this is happening to you
so the light is gone
now it is the end
i am your brother
the snow will cover
my path too
Joey's song in everything
bitterness and jealousy
as long as you know i am waiting
fever crams the skin of joey's song
LA LA LA LA
as long you know i am waiting
ignorant of the joy (indifferent of joy)
of Joey's song
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three boys in a burning panzer
doing nothing not to shove our throats in the flames
we shan't let go
oh friend oh foe oh friend oh foe
beauty towne
how little have we learned
beauty towne
the fruit that we deserve
and we had and we had
and we had more than we could take
three orcs under plague of darkness
and like Egypt, we had it coming all along
i won't believe
oh fiend oh foe oh fiend folio
beauty towne
the hair remains the same
hanging the rope of shame/hung b
and we tried and we failed not to live this way again
Chelsea Alvarez, Jherek Bischoff, Scott Goodwin
Mike Hadreas, Ruthie Haskell, Keehnan Konyha
Caralee McElroy, Sam Mickens, Zac Pennington
Jamie Stewart, WIlbert Williams
beauty towne
the hair remains the same
hung by the rope of shame
and we tried and we failed not to live this way again
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you have tried
you are ripped up
but nothing has changed
they have told you
you will be lucky
but nothing has changed
I can't wait to set it off
and it will be the end finally
I'm gonna lie back
and ask for nothing, nothing
I'm gonna throw it back and
let it, let it go
though i'm not concerned
for this how it goes
I am ill
but it does not hurt
I get up get up
but my day is ruined again
I get up get up
but the day is ruined again
you can run
but what's the point
they won't catch you
you can love
but to what to end
they won't leave you
yesterday was awful
today's discolored
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I Luv Abortion
02:32
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little jizzo
little sweetest glob
the restrictions is gone
the worries is gone
when the time is right I will love you like I should
when the time is right
come back come back come back
the rose elf is stabb-ed
the rose goblin vacuumed O.U.T. OUT!
when I look at my thighs I see death
it is great/rad
I love abortion
you are too good for this life
a hyena infected with rabies would give birth to you
there are too many important things I can't be for yooooou
we will meet again when the time is right or
jump head first against the side of an outhouse
don''t do it little jizzo
don't be as a frog
don't be like a crab
when I look at my thighs I see death
it is great
I love abortion (2x)
you are too good for this world
let all you have lived be as if a dream!
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The Oldness
03:25
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something wrong
will molest you in drug stupor
on onslaught constant and dry
web of oldness
makes creaking timbrel sounds
beneath the grass beyond the sky
teasing dirty furry
abominations
will lick you awake and eat your weight
before and after the words
get down put your arms under your body
the oldness
I dreamt that I was aloft
on beating wing
a sound unlike any bird's
out of the corner of my
eye
I saw a great bat's wing
oh
the oldness
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you had to dig hard
to find the cult of arteries
astride the great gulf sea
across Dresden kitchen
chimney's afire
the vast deep's surface shines
with gore & spermaceti
an outlook certain
oh vanity!
you are a cutting vessel
racing with whispered furies
on hellhounds broken backs
chimney's afire
the vast deep's surface slips
with gore & spermaceti
an
outlook certain
draw in the line
don't let it twist or tangle
bring the beast clear and close
and let your lance drive true
chimney's afire
chimney's afire
the vast deep's BLAH BLAH BLAH
on that which could not be forgiven
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Gul Mudin
02:25
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Gul Mudin, pop pop poppy
fantasy, of kill team
sgt. gibbs cut off your finger
andy holmes put it in a sock
bravo company 3rd platoon
pool of blood reflecting the sky
blowing out savages
beating off military
corporal/ jeremy
open mouthed and idiotic
firefly seen by
daylight is but a bug
close your eyes Mudin
you're aglow in the night
queer for death pup pup army
stoned on hash in porta potty
in the dust they pushed your father
but you climb into his heart
curling up into a ball
rest your head upon his hate
judgement will never be lifted
a crow taps the face of your sons
the Virgin might not could clip its wings
for hell is hot, hell is hot, satan's cock, hell is hot
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Born to Suffer
03:23
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now and then you get what you want
now and then you get what you want
I don't to talk
I wish I was dead
the reservoir is filling with mold
the reservoir is filling with mold
I don't want to talk
I wish I was dead
oh bunny rabbit
jaundiced by the bummer of habit
is there a plantain big enough
to cave your head in?
sweet clot you are what you are
sweet clot you is what you is
you feel it now
misplaced but the world
I don't want to talk
I wish I were dead
born to suffer
you are embarrassed but this thought
and with that all your dreams are gone
fall apart
try not to cry in public
try not to cry in public
try not to cry in the shower
and try not cry at the clinic
Port Au Prince
if God won't come I'll go to him
born to suffer, born to suffer
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Factory Girl
02:21
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factory girl, factory girl
what will I do for you?
nothing, nothing but pull it
to LBFM.biz
you will not go to heaven
you will just go to work
and when all the emotions of this
burst forth as a spark
place your phone on your pillow
and pet it like a dead kitten
the sheltering hand casts the shadow
of cum thrown on the face of your mom
if that does not end the world
then the world just ends when you're dead
it's no mean feat to fuck yourself in the ass
yet how often we bring it off
there is dignity in serenity
and dignity too in a clenched fist
dedicated to a monstrous worthlessness
thank you for making this purse
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Smear the Queen
03:18
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slap your cheeks for color
and suck your stomach to your spine
it's alright, it's alright, you look fine
horsewhipped you'll forever be
but much as his love runs down your thigh
throw your arms around my neck
& throw the rest against my chest
you woke up with your hands down
someone else's stretch-pants
held your breath 'til you blacked out
wash his taste out of your mouth
surprised that i could stomach it
led him by the halter
put the blinders on your eyes
it's time, it's time, you look like mine
a man you can never be
but just as the horseflies crowd your eyes
i tried, i tried
so before you change your mind
throw your belt around my neck
a brick in the small of the back
smear the queen
they bashed his teeth in with an elbow cast
held his throat 'til he passed out
count the men inside your mouth
surprised that you could stomach it
bridle yourself for secret love
an armful of charm
held up in hotel Golgotha
the bridegroom of blood
useless & covetous of love
it's over & over
the pale horse you should be frightened of
the horror, the horror
a kiss on the forehand
a kiss for the lip strap
a kiss on the nose band
a kiss on the throat latch
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Black Drum Machine
04:34
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it is always night for you here
your brother was the first boy inside of you
and as locust would eat
your father was the first man inside of you
now your body is all your own
keep it away from mine
I love you bill
I forgive everything
to die and not breathe
to arrive desolated
to crawl towards colorlessness
progress across the urn
my father was the second man inside of you
the sailor is dead
the social worker is dead
the software engineer is dead
the singer is dead
you have always lied to us
Richard Brautigan never stuffed his underwear in your mouth
I love you Bill
you forgive everything
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
let them sing for joy
that it was you for whom the Raven called
there must somethings for which our God
cannot accused
there must somethings for which our God
cannot accused
both feet jammed against your heart
both feet jammed against your heart
Do you want me to write your name?
Do you want me to tear it up?
Do you want me to throw it in the garbage?
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